Virtuous by M.S. Force

Author:M.S. Force [Force, M.S.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: Romance
Publisher: HTJB, Inc.
Published: 2015-04-12T16:00:00+00:00

Chapter 11

I’m completely blown away by the plane, the luxury and the easy comfort of being with Flynn. I love the way he talks about his parents and how he confessed to wanting to win the Golden Globe on Sunday. He truly deserves it after his magnificent performance in Camouflage. I can’t imagine what it will be like to be there with him, waiting to hear if he’ll win or not.

Everything new I learn about him chips away at my plan to leave him. He’s not making it easy to keep this casual, that’s for sure. Take, for instance, the way he holds me in his arms, comfortably but respectfully. His hand strokes my hair in a soothing, undemanding caress.

I feel his affection for me in every look and every touch. He’s made me remember what it was like to be loved by my parents and siblings before everything changed and they were lost to me. I’ve been so alone in the world since then that Flynn’s affection is like a balm on the raw wound I carry with me everywhere I go.

Changing my name and appearance and rewriting my history are all surface things. Inside, where April still lives and breathes, the truth of who I really am is also with me always. Every minute I spend with him makes me want to take a chance I thought I’d never take. Every minute I spend with him is a risk to the future I fought so hard for.

With his fingers running through my hair and his hand warm against my back, I don’t care about any of that.

“Flynn?”

“Hmm?”

“I was thinking…”

“About?”

“What happened last night at your place.” I feel his entire body go tense.

“What about it?”

“I’m so embarrassed about the way I reacted.” We haven’t spoken about it again, but it’s been on my mind.

“I don’t want you to be embarrassed.” He arranges us so we’re looking directly at each other. His hand is warm and comforting on my cheek. “Do you have any idea how much I value honesty of any kind? Or how rare it is to witness a genuinely honest reaction from a woman that has nothing at all to do with who I am in the business or what I can do to advance her career?”

“I hadn’t thought of it that way.” I look away from his intense gaze for a moment before summoning the courage to continue. “After what happened last night, all I could think about was how I should end this before it goes any further.”

He closes his eyes, and his cheek begins to twitch. After a long pause, he opens his eyes. “And now?”

“Now I’m wondering if you’ll ever kiss me again after what happened.”

“Natalie,” he says on a deep exhale, “you have no idea how badly I want to kiss you and hold you and touch you. But more than anything, I want you to trust me. I want you to tell me what I need to know so I won’t do the wrong thing and make whatever is troubling you worse than it already is.

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